Hi Dan,
i think there is a mail that causes the domino's crash.Stop bload then load it, and see if in domino's console, when you have the NSD, you have a reference to a Note ID or a UNID.If you find it write or stamp it then open you domino administrator go to the "file" tab;,first,click right on the mailspam db and click on find note. Put the UNIDor note ID and then delete the doc.Repeat this also on mailgood if necessary. Then try to load bload.
You can also look at NSD log file in order to have some more information about domino's nsd.
Hi Marco.